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11.07.08 - 12:38 AM
Subject...jk jk jk [
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[ mood | cynical ]

I'm currently back in love with Red vs Blue. Which is nice. It's nice to be a fan of something again. Right?

I totally fell out of love with Harry Potter (for like the fiftieth time) a couple months ago so I've been needing something to fill that void.

Boy was I obsessed with HP though. I was all over the Snape/Harry fics this time around. Fuck, I really need to stop liking such screwed up pairings. What happened to the old me that liked all those conventional safe happy slash pairings? Hell, what happened to the me that liked het? What is wrong with me?

When The Dark Knight comes out on DVD I'm sure I'll be back in love with that again. The Dark Knight livejournal community totally was responsible for killing my love for the Joker though. Eugh, I'm so tired of the Joker because of them! Fuck, I never thought I'd say that! AAAAAARRGH!

Back to Red vs Blue, I've been trying to write a fic for the RvB slash livejournal. Bah, it sucks so hard. And I'm not just fishing for compliments from my invisible audience here. No no no, it sucks. It's SHIT! Maybe I'll post the first half of it here and see how it looks online.

Anyways, that same day I found out I was shit at writing fanfiction, I got a C on my first college essay. I was such an emo for the rest of the day. Maybe I'm not cut out to be an English major. Maybe I'm cut out to be like a fucking homeless person or something. Srsly, what am I going to do if I suck at the only thing I'm good at? ;_;

Well, enough being depressed...I gotta go finish my next essay. Hopefully, this one will be better. Ha ha, yeah right, life sucks.

*SLASHCUTCUTSLASHSLASH*

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10.29.08 - 12:29 AM
So betches... [
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[ mood | bitchy ]

I'm in college. W00t!

Fucking hallelujah, I can't even believe it. I was sure that I was going to drop out like the second week.

But I love it. I have already gotten the reputation of being the cranky asshole in the dorm. Ha ha, how fitting.

I feel like writing again. Which is good since I'm a fuckin' English major, right? Fuck yeah!

I have also realized how much I've been saying fuck lately. Fuck fuck fuck! (Ok, I'll stop...)

Anyways, yeeeaaah, feel like writing again so I decided that writing a quick journal entry that no one is going to read would be the best way of ridding myself of that feeling.

Buh-bye!

P.S. I need some new fucking friggin' icons. Baaaaaaaaaaaaah!

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06.24.08 - 03:04 AM
FACKING HELL!!1! [
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[ mood | aggravated ]

So since I got rid of my rather unhealthy addiction to Gaia by finally quitting that goddamned site, I've had nothing to do.

It's sad to realize just how much of my life consisted of calling people n00bs and shitheads on the Gaian forums all day. Oh hell, maybe I should go hang out with those people I call friends.

Actually, I did already. I helped my friend house sit for her boss's sister or whatever and ended up staying the night. We watched Karate Kid and LOTR all night.

I also saw the Incredible Hulk. The new one. While the acting was incredibly stupid (I'm sorry, but what's-her-face, Arwen um...Liv Tyler can't act even though she's really beautiful and all), I enjoyed it.

Not that anyone cares.

Well, whatever (lol, 3rd 2nd? time I've said that), felt like updating my journal because for no reason.

I have nothing to do.

;3

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10.11.07 - 07:20 PM
My mouth tastes like...spit. [
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[ mood | weird ]
[ music | Nine Inch Nails - Capital G ]

D=

Day was boring. Came home and fell asleep.

Now I need to force myself to do some of my homework. >(

Same 'ol, same 'ol.

Checking back on my Gaia account today, and they just made a huge update in store items. Now I actually want some of that crap. >O

Dunno what I'm doing for Halloween, or if I'm doing anything at all. I want to dress up as Homestar Runner. =D Ha ha, no.


There be pr0n if ye click )

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10.10.07 - 04:48 PM
Mmm. Mah school day. [
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[ mood | drained ]
[ music | Gorillaz - Clint Eastwood ]

Spent the whole day thinking up Church/Tucker fics. Kept me interested, to say in the least.

We had liturgy dress today (Catholic school girl here) and I wore flats that cut into my heels the whole lovely day. I was hobbling by the this afternoon. At least my sweater kept me relatively warm.

The dress-up was for a senior photo, by the way. I sorta bared my teeth in the photo due to the sun shining directly in my eyes. Ha, I can't wait to see that.

Other than that and two tests, my day was painfully routine. =/

...

Anyways, I'm hunting around for as much Grif/Simmons smut as I can get my greedy paws on. I'd write it myself, but I'm still in an awful dry spell with my writing. D=

Plus, reading my own smut doesn't turn me on. =(

Bah.

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10.09.07 - 11:46 PM
New start. [
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[ mood | cold ]
[ music | Rage Against The Machine - Wake Up ]

This journal is no longer "Friends Only" because I don't honestly care anymore who reads my crap.

But for you poor souls out there, here are some warnings:





I guess this journal will serve to hold all the little snippets of my life, whatever else I feel like writing in here, and crappy short fics/original stories. Oh yeah, and the little escapades and adventures that my cat puts me through. That's fun.

I've pretty much cut myself off from all my Aarinfantasy (Yaoi website) friends and Gaian (crappy website) friends, not intentionally really but...ya know, my fault. I doubt I'll be getting any comments until I join another community, whenever that is.

As for my real friends, god forbid that they ever figure out this is me.

Oh, by the way, I deleted all my old entries, just in case you've been here before and was wondering what happened. They were blah material anyways.
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